For you all who needed some word to write on your diary note..
This is the word that can you used. I quote it from " New Moon " novels. But, READ first before you use it!
- Will lose someone
"What the worst that can happen? I flinched. That was definitely the wrong question to ask. I was having a hard time breathing right. I thought again, what's the worst I can live through? I didn't like that question so much, either. But I thought through the possibilities I'd considered today. I nodded to my self. I could life with that and maybe it would have to be now. Living without him for as long as I had didn't make the idea of a more permanent separation easier. I'd known this path I'd chosen was going to be hard. And after all, I was thinking about the worst-case scenariothe very worst I could live through. I felt a strange urge to get started. Maybe I didn't have that long left in here. So much had changed, and so abruptly. It made me feel a little bit dizzy, like I was standing on a edge, a precipice somewhere much to high. I didn't want to think about that anymore. Here wasn't much else I could do every nightit was dark outsideand the feeling was growing stronger. It was almost a compulsion now. Change was coming. I could feel it. It wasn't a pleasant prospect, not when life was perfect the way it was. I waited, without knowing what I waited for, until the time opened behind me."